More unfinished works

i'm just a simple girl

trying to understand this big big world

Sometimes i think it's as pretty as a pearl

but sometimes i think it's way too big for just a little girl

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i think, i don't know what it means to be loved

and i think, i don't know how to show you my love

I don't deserve

To get what i get

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My mum says i'm a litte rat

but that's not saying i'm a brat

Neither does it mean that i am fat!

Maybe it's cos i like to run and play

or lie in bed for part of the day

Maybe it's the nose twitch that gives me away

or when i'm in the kitchen i can't run away

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Airports, i've come to love and hate

my place of unions and heartaches

There's nothing like missing somebody

so much it tears you apart

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i hold you to your word but you treat it like dirt

i'm moving forward and will start being curt

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all endings are also beginnings

is this who you are and what you'd always be

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As i'm sitting here, outside it's raining

Do you hear the music that is playing

i don't know where this is going

and i don't know what i'm doing

i can't tell if you're lying

but i can't just stop believing

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Let's take things a little slower

Know one another a little deeper

Perhaps things might get somewhat better

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If you really want something,you'd fight for it

If you really love something,You'd hold on to it

Time

One day he turned to her and asked her if she was happy
One day she found that she could change her destiny
Now she finds she’s starting to lose control
Now she finds that she can’t see what’s beyond tomorrow
 
Every time he tries to find what’s going through her mind
Every time she’d smile and try to change the line
Time, she knows’ too short to help her put things right
Time she knows won’t stop to let her thoughts take flight

Jog down memory lane

Let's take a jog down memory lane

see if our experiences are the same.

How often do you sit and stare at the falling rain;
or look above and appreciate the flying plane?
How often have you called someone by their nickname
or scream at cars racing down the lane?
How often have you had dinner on a sloping chair,
or have someone complain about your messy hair?

How often have you received your bottle with flowers,

or laugh when something sour someone consumes?

How often have you cycled along the beach,

or compete with someone at arcade games?

How often have you enjoyed the breeze at the place where the lion spits

or wrestle someone off their seat?

How often do you climb endless steps to reach the top,

or have someone walk you down a slope to a stop?

How often have you had someone wipe your sweaty face

or jog with someone who helps you keep pace?

How often have you found someone mysterious,

or find that they are simply hilarious?

How often have you had a surprise,

or get others to sing a song after a few tries?

How often do you hear of fairy tales,

or get diahorrea from too many beers?

How often have you an argument,

or sat down to discuss the government?

How often do you have a long barbeque,

or waited for the bus in a long long queue?

How often do you meet someone who inspires you,

or simply someone who angers or bully you?

How often do you make others laugh at meetings,

or get kicked for forgetting?

How often do you feel someone understands you

or not know what it is you should do?

How often do you feel you are supported emotionally

or feel for others affectionately?

How often do you receive endless questions

or obtain patient answers?

How often do you feel happy,

or simply just feel grumpy?

How often do you sit and read books like pride and prejudice

or lie back and listen to music like those from Pavarotti?

How often have you been to the zoo,

or stare at pictures having nothing to do?

How often do you cause a traffic jam at the go-kart,

or feel upset when the time comes to part?

How often do you feel you do not know when to trust,

or that your whole world is going bust?

How often does your heart skip a beat,

or feel like you can't take breathe?

How often do dream of funny things,

or hear someone sing?

How often do you assemble food,

or hear someone say you are good and have them affect your mood?

How often....

The naked truth

I think I know what you’re gonna say
I’m going to sit and hear it anyway
Time to let go to be fair
Though its not what anyone can bear

A part of me died last night,
when i let go of what i was holding on too tight
i'd continue to brave this fight
One day i'd eventually see the light.

I think i've been cast under a spell,
but what it is i can't really tell
Strip me down of values and views
Then what you'd get is the naked truth

A place i know...

There's this place i know

Warms your heart so i'm told
I've had dreams of this place
of love and laughter in a pretty space

There's a place i want to go

on days when it gets a little cold

It  could put a smile on your face

With a song, it'd lighten up the place

There you can see the Orion's belt

Inhale the sweetness of summer's scent

Watch the ships from the shore

Eat some chips from the store

See the sun move across the horizon

And marvel the beauty of light's refraction

Another set of few liners

Set 1:

I'm listening,
I know i'm trying
but still ain't understanding
just what its saying

I'm struggling
either way its hurting
what's real, what's a pretense
living life in suspense

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Set 2:

I’m not the kind of girl you run to
When you have nothing to do
Not gonna wait around for you
When you have no one to turn to
Let me know your priorities
To determine the possibilities
Show me your resolution
To prove your authenticity 

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Who am I?

I’m watching the rain fall
And trying hard to recall
What this world means to me
Or the person I used to be

I’m feeling like I’ve lost
What I’ve been trying to seek
It makes me incomplete
Should I surrender in defeat

I’m not who you think I am
There’s something you ain’t seeing
Don’t know what all these means
Nothing left for me to believe in

I’ve got this wall around me
I just want to break free
Need you to understand me
I’m no longer who I used to be